From Dante, The Suicides
Illustration by Gustave Dore. 1832-1883.
Back on June 4, 2009 I wrote:
I cringe a little posting this one. In my defense, I am convinced that God has a sense of humor, an infinite one to be sure...but He seems to have favorites, puns, pratfalls, practical jokes. He puts thieves in service as messengers, a position which they do really well.
So if you have certain sorts of holes in your moral compass, there is hope for you yet.
One piece of this, over and over in my experience, alcoholics survive the most incredible circumstances. They so frequently do not deserve any kind of break if you look at them with human eyes. Yet they get sober and have amazing "war" stories, sometimes some harrowing war stories for real, the sort you would not relate in public if you are not certain of your audience. Or maybe not even then. But God has an infinite sense of humor as well as infinite justice and infinite mercy, infinitely focussed at each and every point in the cosmos.
I am very happy to tell you I have not received what I deserve.
What You Said
You told me so much
Last weekend when I came home.
It's hard to keep it
All in view, but one
Thing you said, at least I think
You said this to me,
"Go and sign no more."
I'm not sure I know what you
Mean by saying that.
January 11, 2009 9:40 AM
Originally posted June 4, 2009
(Maybe I got that wrong somehow??)