That I know this behavior at all well is discouraging since I want to reach some form of spiritual maturity.
Sigh
Perhaps in the next life. But as I have written before, in an argument with God I got myself into this. This is a life not exactly in the main track He had planned for me but is instead a life where I am engaged in proving a point. I am in a life He has permitted me. I suppose I am using up my slack time. Oh well.
It's All Your Fault
(I Need You, I Need You, I Love You)
If you had no light
I would fall short of myself
in uncertainty
and my anxious need.
I would blame the world again.
I would lay down hard
on the dust bin pile
and allow my soul to puff
out my sides like spores,
say it serves you right
that I deflate before you.
See what your dark does,
what you make me do?!
September 23, 2010 9:28 AM
Finished August 19, 2014 3:05 PM
I loved this poem.
ReplyDeleteAnd the image was priceless. I should post it at my department meetings.
I have no real idea what "love this poem" can mean but I sure do value you as a blog friend and am grateful you relate to my work. I like it that I am this far behind in posting my poetry because I have no real idea what I was talking about back in 2010, basically four years ago. heh.
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