tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post579797942224377017..comments2023-10-28T04:53:32.505-07:00Comments on View From The Northern Wall: What The Aliens Did To Mechristopherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-75814997861515980612009-05-11T05:46:00.000-07:002009-05-11T05:46:00.000-07:00Paula, thank you for your kindness.Paula, thank you for your kindness.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-40697827993160292952009-05-11T04:38:00.000-07:002009-05-11T04:38:00.000-07:00Oh, my ! I'm glad you're OK ! Recuperate well, and...Oh, my ! I'm glad you're OK ! Recuperate well, and take care of yourself !Paulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08662032255136738684noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-23754059222680776242009-05-10T09:47:00.000-07:002009-05-10T09:47:00.000-07:00Harlequin, it is a happy moment to find you here. ...Harlequin, it is a happy moment to find you here. Your comments led me to a piece of the experience that I haven't touched on. <br /><br />There is so much happening outside in one of these things. People are more attentive than with some other issues. There are more of them involved. I was tubed and wired and checked frequently as they needed blood levels of various things to know if they had me as they wanted me. I was not left alone. Then there were the side effects and the bloody nose was a big one, where I had an unpleasant task of coping with that for a long time. I didn't call for the nurses often but didn't really need to. They kept showing up. Lots of doctors too.<br /><br />The inner experience...I was not afraid, I was calm, I could joke and I did, offering to keep it light, and also offering compliments. Here was proof that my attitudes about death and dying run deeper than some posture. I really mean it. I say I carry death on my shoulder as an advisor and friend. Yes. I could relax into the hands of these people because the outcome was not a heavy weight. <br /><br />I was irritated with a couple poseurs who pretended to knowledge and then hid behind protocol. I was irritated with a martinet so transparent that I didn't really exist. I was amused with doctors who saw me as their field of action. I relaxed and joked with nurses and doctors who just wanted to be themselves. There were some, most.<br /><br />And so I prooved myself the only way I can be prooved, moving into the death zone and realizing it is the friend I had hoped. Thank you, Carlos Casteneda for a wisdom, a treasure, a way of life. <br /><br />There are four moments in life that stand outside life, birth, death, the ecstacy of sex, and the ecstacy of God. As Ecclesiastes says, there is a time for each. Placing value on all of them, being willing to be taught by all of them in their time, not chasing any of them to excess, only in this way can a life be made whole.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-53094371803570008332009-05-10T09:08:00.000-07:002009-05-10T09:08:00.000-07:00I am new to your blog and taken with the lovely wo...I am new to your blog and taken with the lovely work you do... and even more so now that the fragility of the human condition is absolutely in the foreground. Was it Carson McCullers who wrote the Heart is a Lonely Hunter ? I remember that in my(more) naive youth I did not " get " the title, but as I age, it speaks to me more and more. For now, it seems your heart hunts for more of this sweet life...hope your recovery can be one of support and nurture ...and perhaps more hunting...Harlequinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04964772119118368322noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-70663542467238666262009-05-10T08:02:00.000-07:002009-05-10T08:02:00.000-07:00I am a fortunate man.I am a fortunate man.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-62489576476794038002009-05-10T07:58:00.000-07:002009-05-10T07:58:00.000-07:00Shazzaaam! That's quite a little, "oh, by the way,...Shazzaaam! That's quite a little, "oh, by the way," story.<br /><br />Glad you're on the mend.<br /><br />:o)Joan of Argghh!https://www.blogger.com/profile/14729682908266300507noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-57883893082693008732009-05-09T20:50:00.000-07:002009-05-09T20:50:00.000-07:00oh dearest one I hate to think of you so sick. {{{...oh dearest one I hate to think of you so sick. {{{{smooch}}}}<br />I am so0o0o glad you are home and getting better.Cherie/ Butterfly Dreamerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02806998106057806030noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-19404536819886491602009-05-09T19:59:00.000-07:002009-05-09T19:59:00.000-07:00HB, Your understanding touches me.
Jon, I kept my...HB, Your understanding touches me.<br /><br />Jon, I kept my spirits through most of it, though my energy came and went. I lost ten pounds in the 2.5 days I was in hospital.<br /><br />SD2, I was prepared for anything. What I got was in the main good treatment. Most of the nurses were willing to be human, to joke around, to be personal. A couple were dimwits and one was a nazi. But as a cardiac patient I had several nurses. Even the dimwits after a long enough time had the courage to do an end run on a matter that had gone on long enough. That was a nosebleed at the rate of a cup an hour that had gone on for four or five hours continuous and had been going on for twelve hours. The nazi was in charge of ICU and basically had an idea in what he wanted of me in order to protect his own position. He was obvious and even said so at one point. Whatever.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-43528819469358524382009-05-09T18:16:00.000-07:002009-05-09T18:16:00.000-07:00I am so sorry you had to go through that. Wishing ...I am so sorry you had to go through that. Wishing you all the best for a speedy recovery. I had Kaiser most of my life. I had really good care and coverage while insured by them believe it or not. Stay strong and do what they tell you.SaoirseDaily2https://www.blogger.com/profile/08898482400940054190noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-72074840196797495062009-05-09T17:43:00.000-07:002009-05-09T17:43:00.000-07:00I hope that you're up and feeling well again soon....I hope that you're up and feeling well again soon...<br /><br />Sounds like it was quite the ordeal...<br /><br />I'm glad that you're on the mend...<br /><br />Take care and bye for now...Jonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07415555531504843017noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-75023509962335843562009-05-09T17:16:00.000-07:002009-05-09T17:16:00.000-07:00i'm a soul
in love of words
the rest of the world
...i'm a soul<br />in love of words<br />the rest of the world<br />is none of my business!<br /><br />:Dhuman beinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09232419187783429903noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-9079079530513877042009-05-09T16:47:00.000-07:002009-05-09T16:47:00.000-07:00Michelle, to me it was more like "here's another t...Michelle, to me it was more like "here's another thing you make me do!" I met some really nice nurses. I was in fairly good spirits throughout. It was a minor attack as these things go, not obvious except for enzymes in the blood tests and those not completely consistent. But this aftermath is a doozy. So far I am pretty slow. It looks like the procedure is healing. It scared me to cough.<br /><br />Ghost, you're a special person with a heart as big as all that.<br /><br />HB, Thank you for thinking this place a welcoming one. You would not think this of my house, a place afflicted with an old bachelor man who doesn't know where things go, nor has space to put them if he did.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-61471139456093649182009-05-09T15:40:00.000-07:002009-05-09T15:40:00.000-07:00once again
we can merrily
gather around this warm...once again<br />we can merrily <br />gather around this warm heart(h)<br />to watch <br />the dancing flames <br />of the fire<br />it is home to...human beinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09232419187783429903noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-37478015005456589442009-05-09T15:01:00.000-07:002009-05-09T15:01:00.000-07:00light from the heart nebula.....<A HREF="http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/image/0610/heart_russell.jpg" REL="nofollow">light from the heart nebula.....</A>Ghost Dansinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15216056025402469120noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-56901818011350096102009-05-09T14:39:00.000-07:002009-05-09T14:39:00.000-07:00Oh shit Christopher!
A scary ride indeed.
Love t...Oh shit Christopher!<br /><br />A scary ride indeed.<br /><br />Love to you<br /><br />xxxMichellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00816138640432897870noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-52985216341907716642009-05-09T13:45:00.000-07:002009-05-09T13:45:00.000-07:00Thank you Rachel.Thank you Rachel.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-33752764100890328862009-05-09T13:43:00.000-07:002009-05-09T13:43:00.000-07:00Damn aliens.
I'm so glad you are okay and well ca...Damn aliens.<br /><br />I'm so glad you are okay and well cared-for, Christopher.<br /><br />Hugs, RachelRachelWhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18225401230724459199noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-86835783544707399512009-05-09T12:27:00.000-07:002009-05-09T12:27:00.000-07:00then another one :)
{{{{{Christopher}}}}then another one :)<br />{{{{{Christopher}}}}L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/08030622402438915251noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-74945515013737306292009-05-09T11:05:00.000-07:002009-05-09T11:05:00.000-07:00Teri, Me too. I think. Glad it's not over. But ...Teri, Me too. I think. Glad it's not over. But neither is the crap I have to do to support my new condition.<br /><br />Karen, yes. Except as explosions go, this wasn't much. My pain was only just large enough to be irritating and wake me up. Then because I watch tv like so many do, I knew if I said chest pain they would say, come down to er. That all happened. And the blockage was less a blockage and more a restriction. The ache was exactly a tired muscle, not enough air ache.<br /><br />Thank you Faith. I need all the hugs I can get.<br /><br />Robin, I met a couple truly fine nurses who were willing to step right out of the nurse role and just be human. Of course there were the others...and some of the doctors were difficult. I had all sorts of tubes and wires attached and yet they let me get up to pee. The worst was the bloody nose. It lasted over half a day and then they thought maybe I should get some relief. I found out Afrin stops a bloody nose.christopherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04201537517464996231noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-48439371360153849542009-05-09T10:36:00.000-07:002009-05-09T10:36:00.000-07:00Ah so that's where you've been. Those little detou...Ah so that's where you've been. Those little detours, sneaky bastards.<br /><br />Rest up, my friend. Rebuild.robinstarfishhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15665546554663005609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-58702195781467449292009-05-09T10:29:00.000-07:002009-05-09T10:29:00.000-07:00{{{{Christopher}}}}{{{{Christopher}}}}L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/08030622402438915251noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-11287394490844252552009-05-09T10:09:00.000-07:002009-05-09T10:09:00.000-07:00...and your last post was called "My Human Conditi......and your last post was called "My Human Condition" and said:<br /><br />"Yet the dry desert<br />Of avoiding things<br />Builds toward an explosion<br />I just cannot stop."<br /><br />I am so glad you had such good care and quick attention. The body betrays us before we know what is happening with our human condition. <br /><br />Rest and recuperate. Glad you're recovering. We've all been worried.<br />Take care and follow orders!!Karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12003379181294550035noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2377252801421681569.post-20596565526787690922009-05-09T10:02:00.000-07:002009-05-09T10:02:00.000-07:00A day in the life...glad it's not over. Recuperate...A day in the life...glad it's not over. Recuperate, recover and realize.Teri and her Stylish Adventure Cats https://www.blogger.com/profile/00995773243323674858noreply@blogger.com